I just realised that I have not posted in a while which places are on my agenda to explore in the near future. Kiev, Ukraine certainly is one of them. I don’t really know much about this place, all I know is that it sparks my interest.
Lately I feel very stuck and basically just feel the urge to pack my bag and go wandering and exploring the world for a while. I can’t wait for the day (hopefully ASAP) to make this happen again. I feel like I am going to lose my mind the longer I stay in Germany, cold grey weather and the lack of sunshine and light make it a lot worse. I can handle Summers here quite well but Winter and Fall are just a nightmare for me.
I hate feeling stuck, it is one of the worst feelings for me ever. On some days it is okay and I feel like I am moving forward into the right direction, other days I feel completely stuck and today is certainly one of them, but I guess those days which are bad days are quite normal as well. It is not possible to feel joyful and optimistic 24/7 and sometimes it is also circumstances making you feel sad and stuck - like for example the lack of light, a night of bad sleep, feeling physically sick. And today all of that applies to me.
So I keep on creating, manifesting, designing, drawing until I feel better again…